Saturday, May 31, 2008
Boring day!Hahaha tomorrow I'm going karting at malaysia. Finally after so long and so many delays.
Nothing much to say today so bye!
Friday, May 30, 2008
* tag replies *
eeew: hahaha happy LH-ing.CLARICE: err i don't really get you. haha but if my guess is right then its a no im not refering to you.
JING~: finally you are :D you and your jesse mccartney oh well.
GUI-LYN:] : hmm what did i forget?
kzh: haha okay!
eeew: thats what you get when all you have are retarded fools from china :P
Don't feel like writing much today. I got a bad headache and feel quite sick. Went to IKEA and KAP cold storage.
Yesterday talked to patrick until 2am then woke up at 8 and went cycling at East Coast Park. I almost went over a bird. I think its a wild bird. Then we had korean barbeque food.
Holiday's have been pretty unaccomplished so far. My second self-imposed policy which gives priority to parents is kind of depriving me of going out. My mum keeps wanting to bring me out. Never mind. At least this won't cause me to be guilty :D
I actually miss school. Wow. Haven't seen some people for a week now. And the problem is that I don't go out with them, only close to them in school.
Kenneth chew and Jordan :P
How can people who play dota (such a satanic game) so much claim they're strong believers of the faith? Those hypocrites.
Yesterday-Leona Lewis
Yesterday talked to patrick until 2am then woke up at 8 and went cycling at East Coast Park. I almost went over a bird. I think its a wild bird. Then we had korean barbeque food.
Holiday's have been pretty unaccomplished so far. My second self-imposed policy which gives priority to parents is kind of depriving me of going out. My mum keeps wanting to bring me out. Never mind. At least this won't cause me to be guilty :D
I actually miss school. Wow. Haven't seen some people for a week now. And the problem is that I don't go out with them, only close to them in school.
Kenneth chew and Jordan :P
How can people who play dota (such a satanic game) so much claim they're strong believers of the faith? Those hypocrites.
Yesterday-Leona Lewis
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Ronald came home from Kumon just now.Ronald: I just met the stupidest person in my life!
Me: Oh you looked in the mirror and met yourself?
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Does everyone agree that the amount of money to donate to charity is up to the donor?
Then why the hell do those china asses keep kicking up a big fuss about how much those celebrities donate? Like everyday you open the newspaper and then you see whining articles on the china people being pissed with them. Why? Because they didn't donate their fortune. "Only" a hundred thousand. In the first place donation is something thats optional. That's step 1. Then it's also optional how much you want to give. That's step 2. How irritating can they be.
I admire her bravery and her courage to stand up against the villians.
Its not everyday that you see a hero stand up for whats right.
I feel bored now. So I edited my links and quite a bit of stuff.
Talked to patrick on the phone till about 3 last night. And I woke up at 12. After that went to kap for lunch with yue ming. Sadly KAP was very crowded today. Wanted some peace.
The nice slow sad song from made of honour.
Stop crying your heart out.
'Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Oh, Julian Ho and the rest of the OM group are leaving for world finals in about 5 hours. Good luck.
Talked to patrick on the phone till about 3 last night. And I woke up at 12. After that went to kap for lunch with yue ming. Sadly KAP was very crowded today. Wanted some peace.
The nice slow sad song from made of honour.
Stop crying your heart out.
'Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Oh, Julian Ho and the rest of the OM group are leaving for world finals in about 5 hours. Good luck.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Happy Birthday Ezra!Haha for being such a great friend all this while. Thanks yeah. Even though your a little bit paedophile. Lionel Ho!
Hey!
Merry new year, Happy Christmas.
My new unofficial name is Winston "Sarah" Lee Jun Bin? Thanks to Zhong han who created it for me and NO I don't like anyone called sarah. Don't know anyone called sarah anyway :D It's a long story.
Oh well Made of Honour is damn nice. Funny. Comedies, always better than anything else. What happens in Vegas is nice too. The two comedies now showing. Both are equally very worth watching. These are the good stuff in life that you shouldn't miss. Well, better than Raintree Pictures. Highly recommended. And. if you were to choose between ironman/indiana jones VS either of these 2, watch these 2. Seriously comedies are more worth the time.
Today watched Made of Honour at Marina Square with micah, zhong, patrick, shawn , joel foo. Joel foo invited me for 30 hour food famine camp thing. Heh I didn't know it was like open to the whole Singapore. Luckily you told me in time to sign up. I thought its like only our school what. Now that it includes everyone, ITS A DIFFERENT STORY. Of course its a must to go. Never waste life opportunities such as these. Precious life opportunities. Even though its 30 HOURS!!! The only bad thing is that "everyone" also includes people who are not along Dunearn/Bukit Timah. Sorry sorry sorry :D Crap they'd better be proper.
After that micah, zhong, patrick came over and we swam for like 2 and a half hours.
Try:
Summer of 69-Bryan Adams (old songs are nice okay)
Stop Crying Your Heart Out-Oasis ( from made of honour)
tag replies:
Clarice: hello clarice!
gilda: nothing much
RANDOM: hello gui lyn.
kzh: not too badly after all....
kzh: yes it does at times. YES. haha you know WHEN.
Merry new year, Happy Christmas.
My new unofficial name is Winston "Sarah" Lee Jun Bin? Thanks to Zhong han who created it for me and NO I don't like anyone called sarah. Don't know anyone called sarah anyway :D It's a long story.
Oh well Made of Honour is damn nice. Funny. Comedies, always better than anything else. What happens in Vegas is nice too. The two comedies now showing. Both are equally very worth watching. These are the good stuff in life that you shouldn't miss. Well, better than Raintree Pictures. Highly recommended. And. if you were to choose between ironman/indiana jones VS either of these 2, watch these 2. Seriously comedies are more worth the time.
Today watched Made of Honour at Marina Square with micah, zhong, patrick, shawn , joel foo. Joel foo invited me for 30 hour food famine camp thing. Heh I didn't know it was like open to the whole Singapore. Luckily you told me in time to sign up. I thought its like only our school what. Now that it includes everyone, ITS A DIFFERENT STORY. Of course its a must to go. Never waste life opportunities such as these. Precious life opportunities. Even though its 30 HOURS!!! The only bad thing is that "everyone" also includes people who are not along Dunearn/Bukit Timah. Sorry sorry sorry :D Crap they'd better be proper.
After that micah, zhong, patrick came over and we swam for like 2 and a half hours.
Try:
Summer of 69-Bryan Adams (old songs are nice okay)
Stop Crying Your Heart Out-Oasis ( from made of honour)
tag replies:
Clarice: hello clarice!
gilda: nothing much
RANDOM: hello gui lyn.
kzh: not too badly after all....
kzh: yes it does at times. YES. haha you know WHEN.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Ever since the start of the year I'm so used to life without the computer, mostly either sitting at my table or watching tv. Exams are over, so life is less about studying, though I want to begin soon, to beat the complacent holiday mood which comes after the holidays. Today all I did was to watch tv about Nostradamus. First discovery talked about him and after they were done, history channel was documenting him too."Have you ever heard of a book called Embarrassed by M.Y. Dad?"
Haha drake and josh.
Friday, May 23, 2008
Today was sort of bad.Pink Slip = Must go for Parents-Teachers meeting.
White Slip = Do whatever you want
First I got called a backstabber by SOMEBODY with the same surname as kcf. The one who has some attitude problem. And I seriously don't know what the hell I did. I bet he's just pissed that he got a pink slip and I got white. I'm sorry that you didn't study hard :D
Oh and then went out with Kahou because all his friends got pink slip. And after that I went to meet ronald and my mum. Somehow just got damn easily irritated. Mood swing?
Then when I went online I got damn irritated and turned off by some bitch. Ewww. It's so disturbing. Crap. This bitch is like haunting me. SCARY SHIT. I almost cried from all that horror and disturbance.
Oh yes, it's called HARASSMENT.
Oh, and you define hideous.
My msn pm is stay cheerful and zhong han's is life sucks. Maybe his is more applicable for today.
Okay enough of my highly distressing/pernicious (is this word suitable? http://dictionary.reference.com/search?r=2&q=pernicious I searched the dictionary for it) occurence.
Because I almost got a heart attack and died:
Pernicious- (well it should be good enough to describe)
causing insidious harm or ruin; ruinous; injurious; hurtful
deadly; fatal
evil; wicked
and these are the synonyms. wow. how colourful. : harmful, detrimental, deleterious, destructive, damaging, baneful, noxious, malicious. lethal.
Yes, highly suitable. I think I'm UNDER-exaggerating.
This month's incoming call counter. I made an improvement!!!
Exams: in about 132 days assuming it begins on 2 October.
First, you have to prove that you aren't that stupid.
Second, you have to prove that it wasn't just a fluke.
Gosh. It's never ending.
And, there's nothing else
Oh, and just don't forget to stay happy.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Cross-country tomorrow at east coast. Hahaha so tonight I'll be sleeping at tanah merah which = no internet. So I won't be online. Crap. And there's no disney channel there I think. crap.
Introducing: Ninjaja my turtle!! So nice right.
* being cheerful *
The good news and the bad newsThe good news.
Hahaha mid years are done, results are out. And the results were supposed to be not so good. And I'm not supposed to be too happy with them. Anyway, after looking at some stuff, I became really happy with my marks :D
Most importantly, I want to thank Mr Tan and Mr Ng for successfully dismissing my appeals TWICE. Really, not kidding okay. It's called blessing in disguise. If not for them being "heartless", I would probably be 100+ position and on my way to Sec 4B-. Because 3B3 is a wake up call, no more complacency is present. It's like a driving force which just pushes you on. That, I thank them with true sincerity. No, I'm not kidding.
I got 53rd position, which is very A band-ish. A1 takes up the first 40 seats, so that means I successfully shamed the asses of most A2, A3 people. (See picture below)
And I managed top 80!!! This is like the best year even better than 1A1. Never got such a position before.
Sorry, a little bit high now, would have been higher if not for the bad news.
OUCH! Wait, actually it looks so DAMN SWEET :D You are happy at the expense of others.
65.9%, and that's pretty good considering how close it was to last years marks(Sec 2 to 3 is a jump). And sec 3 is where many people fail a lot.
Sadly, I'm only second in class (Dammit!!!!). Lost to Chester I guess I could have done better if not for what is know as The Chemistry Mistake(TCM). Anyway, never mind. It didn't have a catastrophic effect. And I'm happy :D
To beat the complacency which is likely to be present for semester 2, I have decided to work even harder. Thats the only way I can think of. Cannot drop standard, don't know how to maintain, then just got to try to improve and keep going faster and faster.
The bad news.
I never knew my father was more discouraging than my mum. Mum says okay good attitude keep it up, then she shuts up. Dad says " based on your PSLE you should be 20 not 53" I'm like WHAT THE HELL. I almost died and he still isn't satisfied. All I need was something positive from him and he had to give something negative.
And I prefer to be automatic and don't want people telling me to work harder, because I know I have to. Then he had to say it for me. Damn. This makes it harder to study, because you just lose the self-inspired motivation. It's like you're not the one making yourself work, but someone else. And thats stupid.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
"Well I just picture myself in a happy place and all the pressure melts away"
"Oh, so where's your happy place?"
"Can't say. You might show up"
-The suite life of Zack and Cody. Lets be crazy.
Okay. So, exam results are back except for E math.
Thankfully, I was right on the verge of being satisfied. Any lesser and I would have been silent the rest of the day, like how I was before recess to thanks ENGLISH. And also, the "better scoring" subjects came at the later part of the day. If english was last, the day would be ruined.
Anyway, passed everything. Failed history, BUT SS pulled me up so I passed for combined humanities. Hahaha good thing so many people failed subjects. We rejoice at the expense of others.
Still not happy with the marks though, the only solution I can think of is to work even harder than Semester 1. Even though I have to agree semester 1 was good enough. Compared to last year which was slack year.
Too smart = mental issues
Too stupid = mental issues
Lastly, hannah montana in 5 mins!! Bye!
Be crazy for the good of life. As long as it = happiness
Thankfully, I was right on the verge of being satisfied. Any lesser and I would have been silent the rest of the day, like how I was before recess to thanks ENGLISH. And also, the "better scoring" subjects came at the later part of the day. If english was last, the day would be ruined.
Anyway, passed everything. Failed history, BUT SS pulled me up so I passed for combined humanities. Hahaha good thing so many people failed subjects. We rejoice at the expense of others.
Still not happy with the marks though, the only solution I can think of is to work even harder than Semester 1. Even though I have to agree semester 1 was good enough. Compared to last year which was slack year.
Too smart = mental issues
Too stupid = mental issues
Lastly, hannah montana in 5 mins!! Bye!
Be crazy for the good of life. As long as it = happiness
Monday, May 19, 2008
Hahaha I'm going crazy.I'm a HANNAH MONTANA FAN!!!
How retarded can that get? And I'm NOT gay. Don't worry.
Still straight like this ______________________________________.
But I think it's kinda nice to watch more disney channel's not-cartoon-shows. So this is like the next nice channel 30 something show besides the crazy DRAKE AND JOSH!
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Okay results coming back tomorrow. No need to be nervous anyway you can't change the marks already.
Holidays next week!!!!
Friday, May 16, 2008
Today went to republic poly during school hours. It's not bad but I just hate the message the school is sending.Anyway after school I went for the health check up because I got delayed puberty. Chronologically, I'm 14.5. Biologically, I'm 12.5. So that means I'm normal. So one year later got to go back and if nothing still happens, I got to take a bone age test. If it shows the gap between chronological and biological is widening I got to go to the hormone doctor. How retarded. Never mind at least I can still remain in primary school for a while more.
Things just can't seem to go the right way for me. Did somebody cast a spell on me or what.
Today we got back our chemistry results. It was just horrifying. The class average was ONLY 45/100 (which is disgusting).We I mean, they got owned by B1 and B2. The results are surprising, by the way. Losing 6 marks for nothing, I still managed to get 3rd in class (which actually sucks, if you think about it). Which is 51/70, which sucks, which makes life very very very disappointing. You might have thought my brains (eyes, actually) got dissolved by hydrochloric acid HCl (now they'd better give me the marks) . And if you want to make life worse, the mistake wasn't about knowledge. So damn. I didn't whip enough asses. The 2 tops, they both got 53/70(which is pretty satisfying). And if you know maths and did learn addition, 51+6= 57 which = slapping them left right centre and anywhere you could possibly think of. Now I got beaten up. And there is excruciating emotional pain. They might as well have shot me. On one hand, I deserve the marks. On the other hand, I ought to be shot. Anyway, I was bothered enough to write a email to Mdm mei to ask for leniency. Which is another appeal. My life seems to be made up of appeals.
P.S. Winston soooooooo did not type this post. So please forgive him for this post.
Author: The wounded soul.
Today we got back our chemistry results. It was just horrifying. The class average was ONLY 45/100 (which is disgusting).
P.S. Winston soooooooo did not type this post. So please forgive him for this post.
Author: The wounded soul.
* tag replies *
From a very long time ago:weee!: kite runner was ok what...
kzh: hi the "sarah's" friend.
cephas: nah its just for the driving force. happy belated anyway :)
gilda: hahaha the bad thing after exams is that, we're become too free.
kzh: i got too much time to do nothing. so be random
kzh: okay got the new retarded url.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Today school was super stressing and boring even though exams are over.The boring part: There was really nothing to do during english. So we all just wasted time. Like all the other time.
The stressing part: We had to do 4 very long surveys which was a killer if you really did it seriously. So I did the first 3 and I felt really stressed from all the shading and almost died so Kenneth chew helped me complete the last one which he randomly answered.
The school is seriously damn bad. They're sending all from sec 3 b and c band to Republic ply tomorrow for open house. WHAT THE HELL. Going to a poly isn't actually really a bad thing but...
Look on the bright side: We won't be so bored, having at least something to do. A band will be very bored.
On the normal side: I think it's the message that they are sending out. What they are implying is that the B band people are stupid and hopeless and will go to poly for sure. I mean like, why do they have to single out classes to go? It's obvious that they think we're inferior. Which is true, only in MOST circumstances. But did they have to be so straightforward? I believe there is a more indirect way in doing it.
Anyway, conclusion is, Peter Tan is an asshole.
We got our A math results back. Mixed feelings. Parents had to rub it in. I wanted to start ignoring them but I made a promise already. They don't know about the promise. But if I break it then my conscience will make me feel so guilty. We should just take our exam results without any nervousness. Anyway whats done is done right? No point to keep looking back and giving yourself sleepless nights. Just run forward.
After school went to subway for lunch. First time I ate there. The food is not bad I guess.
Then we saw some very funny looking middle aged man and we all started laughing damn hard. Shawn koh's laugh was damn contagious. And he laughed till he cried. Thus the video.
I think it's just ridiculous that we're having to beg CERTAIN COUNTRIES to allow us to help them.
Guys, next time you trip and fall, make sure the kind and willing soul who lends you a hand so you can get up begs you for your permission to help you first.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Today's mothers day. Actually I thought of this last week while studying. But since mothers day was close I decided to save it first.____________________________________________________________________
When our parents are around, most of the time we try to get away from them. But when they're gone one fine day, we start regretting and wish that they would come back. We wish that we had spent more time with them when they were around with us. We start thinking of things we WOULD HAVE done if they were still around. Or wishing they would come back and you would spend all the time with them. Or maybe you wish you had been more appreciative towards their efforts to make you happy. Really, most of us have been really unappreciative at times. LEt's not wait till they're gone that we begin to wish we had done some things for them. Let's do it while we still can, instead of saying "if they were still here, I would have..." Because its going to be too late by then. We wouldn't be able to make amendments by then. So let's not neglect our parents while we still have the chance to make amendments, before regretting and wishing you could change things only when its too late.
Treasure the times you have with your parents, because you only have one lifetime to spend with them. And that lifetime is not going to last forever.
Friends can backstab/betray you. They may be faking right now. They can hate you and ignore you just because you made a mistake. But your parents will stand by you no matter what. They will do anything within their abilities for you.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
screw screw screw screw screw!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
6 mark careless mistake!!!!!! Shit!
I want to jump because of that. Whenever I think about it I feel like slapping myself. WHAT THE HELL. WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH
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I'LL GO CRAZY BECAUSE OF THAT. THE A1 HAD BETTER NOT LOSE ITS WAY.
Chemistry OMG I LOVE CHEMISTRY DONT GO AWAY!!!!!
Friday, May 09, 2008
Today was A maths and Chemistry paper. Supposed to be the best day of the week for kicking ass turned out to be the worst. I don't know if Chester will win me sigh. The mid years were meant to help me seek revenge for CAs. To find out how the paper went look at the previous post.After paper we stayed in class for hair check. Shit I got caught for long fringe. What the hell I hid it so nicely. It looked short enough. What a nice topping to the 'cake'. Ahhhhh!!!!
Then after that went to work at Cadbury with (shawn + justin)koh, joel foo, jensen. We were supposed to make 3000 goodie bags. After 5 hours of continuous non-stop working we managed to complete 1500. So yea efficient enough I guess. It was tough but very fun work. Kept getting scratched and cut by the plastic. Good experience though. Tomorrow morning 8.30am supposed to report again to complete the next 1500. Now it's like not really working for the money but the fun and new worklife experience.
I'll be disappointed with my results this mid years. Maybe I had too high expectations? But well it was supposed to be realistic. But still somehow the papers were harder than the past year papers. And therefore, before the results are even out, I feel like crying.
English:
Target: A1
I think: A2?
I don't know everytime I write compos, I think I'll get 18/30. Paranoism. Then in the end, A1. But recently I suddenly got 20. So I was really disappointed, scared and sad and demoralised. So I don't really dare expect high marks this year. And I feel the same paranoism after this year's paper. So I'm playing safe. Compre should be able to do fine. Summary should be better than compre. Plan was to do well for paper 1 and summary, compre is always subjected to some sort of really strict marking so can afford to fail.
Oh well.
Verdict: Cause for emo-ness
Combined Humanities :
Target: A1
I Think: A2/B3?
This one was fine. Everyone died for history for some reason people from the B BAND didn't manage to complete both papers. A band too. But I managed too. So hopefully? I don't know why I say I can get A2 only. Paranoism?
Verdict: Normal?
Chinese :
Target: B4/C5
I think: C6?
Oh my thinking is wishful thinking. Very very lucky if I can pass. The compre was very very difficult. Compo should pass.
Verdict: Hopeful.
Mathematics:
Target: A1
I think: B3?
Paper 1 was easy. Paper 2 was a killer. Almost everyone died. Didn't complete some questions. I was very frustrated during the paper. Ahhhhh!!!!! And people stop blaming Lionel Syn.
Verdict: Cause for emo-ness
Geography:
Target: B3
I think: A2/B3?
I targeted B3. But before the exam I thought I might fail. Turns out it was quite simple and everything went smoothly. So this one is fine.
Chemistry:
Target: A1
I think : A1/A2
I almost cried after the paper when I found out for a 6 part 6 mark question we were supposed to write the chemical FORMULA and not the chemical name. So like if I'm lucky and got enough "cushion" I will get A1. Or else A2. I did the mock paper and I got 2 A2s and the last one I did, I got A1. Well, I better just beat Yue Ming. It's basic common sense. He says he'll thrash me in chem because he got Alex Lee as his teacher. Teachers don't really make a difference unless it's kok yen lee. Then you might as well jump off the building. Maybe I cannot win him or win him by a great difference now. Thanks to the 6 mark question.
Verdict: Very very wasted and sad. High A1 possibility got wasted thanks to some stupid careless mistake. Much cause for emo-ness.
A math:
Target: A1
I think: B3/B4?
The paper was relatively hard. But I could do most. This paper was much harder than last year's. Some of the questions I've never seen before. Compared to others I'm better off. But still.
Verdict: Cause for emo-ness
This was my most hopeful year yet even though I'm in a very brainless band. Thanks to the LACK OF COMPLACENCY and diligence. I could have finally got a chance to see a string of A1s. Why the hell must they set so many killer papers to jeopardise my hopes? Like if I did last year's exam I would have scored very high. This year the papers are so much harder.
My favourite and best subject chemistry, why the hell did I make that bloody mistake oh shit. 6 marks over 70 is A LOT.
Physics :
Target: B3
I think: Not done
Maybe I should set some low expectations and see if things improve. Physics is supposed to be damn easy but somehow LCK always comes up with very advanced thinking and tricky questions. He says so that O levels will be a breeze.
Verdict: Paper not done.
English:
Target: A1
I think: A2?
I don't know everytime I write compos, I think I'll get 18/30. Paranoism. Then in the end, A1. But recently I suddenly got 20. So I was really disappointed, scared and sad and demoralised. So I don't really dare expect high marks this year. And I feel the same paranoism after this year's paper. So I'm playing safe. Compre should be able to do fine. Summary should be better than compre. Plan was to do well for paper 1 and summary, compre is always subjected to some sort of really strict marking so can afford to fail.
Oh well.
Verdict: Cause for emo-ness
Combined Humanities :
Target: A1
I Think: A2/B3?
This one was fine. Everyone died for history for some reason people from the B BAND didn't manage to complete both papers. A band too. But I managed too. So hopefully? I don't know why I say I can get A2 only. Paranoism?
Verdict: Normal?
Chinese :
Target: B4/C5
I think: C6?
Oh my thinking is wishful thinking. Very very lucky if I can pass. The compre was very very difficult. Compo should pass.
Verdict: Hopeful.
Mathematics:
Target: A1
I think: B3?
Paper 1 was easy. Paper 2 was a killer. Almost everyone died. Didn't complete some questions. I was very frustrated during the paper. Ahhhhh!!!!! And people stop blaming Lionel Syn.
Verdict: Cause for emo-ness
Geography:
Target: B3
I think: A2/B3?
I targeted B3. But before the exam I thought I might fail. Turns out it was quite simple and everything went smoothly. So this one is fine.
Chemistry:
Target: A1
I think : A1/A2
I almost cried after the paper when I found out for a 6 part 6 mark question we were supposed to write the chemical FORMULA and not the chemical name. So like if I'm lucky and got enough "cushion" I will get A1. Or else A2. I did the mock paper and I got 2 A2s and the last one I did, I got A1. Well, I better just beat Yue Ming. It's basic common sense. He says he'll thrash me in chem because he got Alex Lee as his teacher. Teachers don't really make a difference unless it's kok yen lee. Then you might as well jump off the building. Maybe I cannot win him or win him by a great difference now. Thanks to the 6 mark question.
Verdict: Very very wasted and sad. High A1 possibility got wasted thanks to some stupid careless mistake. Much cause for emo-ness.
A math:
Target: A1
I think: B3/B4?
The paper was relatively hard. But I could do most. This paper was much harder than last year's. Some of the questions I've never seen before. Compared to others I'm better off. But still.
Verdict: Cause for emo-ness
This was my most hopeful year yet even though I'm in a very brainless band. Thanks to the LACK OF COMPLACENCY and diligence. I could have finally got a chance to see a string of A1s. Why the hell must they set so many killer papers to jeopardise my hopes? Like if I did last year's exam I would have scored very high. This year the papers are so much harder.
My favourite and best subject chemistry, why the hell did I make that bloody mistake oh shit. 6 marks over 70 is A LOT.
Physics :
Target: B3
I think: Not done
Maybe I should set some low expectations and see if things improve. Physics is supposed to be damn easy but somehow LCK always comes up with very advanced thinking and tricky questions. He says so that O levels will be a breeze.
Verdict: Paper not done.
Saturday, May 03, 2008
Life's too complicatedI wish life was simpler.
I resign from all this crap