Well, recently I've had some people telling me that it doesn't matter what people think as long as i really love her. It didn't seem to make sense. How do you love someone with a terrible image? Until i realised something today. I just didn't love her enough.

I was thinking of this person who really looks like a guy now, and I still wouldn't mind up till this date. I wouldn't mind if people started laughing that I was going out with a guy. Because in this case i suppose, I really love her. Hence, it's alright.

I don't know if i've mentioned this before, but it seems like going to 3B3 was a blessing in disguise. Remember when i kept lamenting about being in a lousy class and wanting to appeal to A band? Hahaha now i actually see it as a good thing that i stayed in B band. It was the motivation. The force to make sure i study hard because i want to prove to people that i was worth more and so i worked really hard the whole year, which got me to 4A4. The rest was just carrying on my efforts and using a lot of mental willpower to get through Os.

Well, what I just wanted to say is, it was a blessing in disguise, it was a good thing i stayed in B band. If i had managed to make it to A band, i would've had the same lazy attitude i had in sec 2 and not bother to maximise my full potential. Then i probably would've gotten somewhere around 16 for Os. Hence, maybe we need some lows in life to get us higher.