God I miss the old times. I'd give anything for a time machine. That was pure bliss.
Meanwhile, let's hope I stop relapsing on letting go. Still wonder why I'm not reciprocating this treatment. So I'm just equanimous when someone's so nice to me, but so nice when someone's so mean to me?? What if the roles were reversed? Are humans this gracious? Winston. When there's a will, there's a way, and that's how I got stay out, today!
I can now understand why someone put a curse on me 2 over years ago, hoping I'll hurt and suffer a million times worse.