Together with a cup of Ben & Jerry's, this is how I spend my friday night at home tonight:) I have a bloody huge ulcer, and so I'm not going out tonight. Moreover, I did some big deadlifts at the gym today. I think some rest and recovery at home is needed. I did 112.6kg x 3 reps for deadlift! That's a PB. The last time I deadlifted, about 2 years back, it was 90kg x 3 reps. I have no clue how I improved without training the exercise.
I'm finding back my old self once again :) I think through the past few years my personality has altered a little, to someone tame, prim and proper, and somewhat introverted. People tell me I've become quiet in group gatherings, and am not the same self I was back in Barker.
Well, suddenly I've managed to find most of my old self back again. Not that I'm 100% back there, but I'm getting there. I decided my self-improvement shouldn't be on the person I was a few months back, but rather on the old self I was 3 years ago. The outgoing, abnormal, retarded Winston. The one who didn't really care what people thought. Not docile, tame, sedated Winston. I wanna be the spontaneous, screw-loose, exciting person I used to be. But yet better at the same time.