Life is starting to get more and more boring. Its the holiday spell again. Nowadays I somehow keep getting addicted to maple once again. Which is utterly BAD. Because I ain't aching to have my results drop once again just after I got it back up and nice. That is affecting my blogging too, always making me want to play instead of update. Which is why i update so rarely nowadays. And i need somewhere to throw everything out. Thats why i dont close this page. Before you play, when you wake up in the morning, urge is strong. Until the evening, when you finally find that leveling is tough and hard, and there is nothing else to do, you don't want to play anymore. Thats why i am currently updating. I did some reflections this evening when i was just riding my scooter in the carpark trying to get some blood circulation and getting my blogging inspiration and finding my driving force. About how I should be doing anything else besides mapling. Because maple seriously can kill. I thought of Dennis, his last year SA1 so good, then SA2 drop because of maple then now he in B1. How lucky i was to get out of maple in time to come back up for SA2 and now SA1 did well too without playing maple. How close I am to throwing away everything by over-playing maple. Thinking of ways to make me back to the old self,-everything is MSN, blog and friendster. Look at the maple icon first thing that come to my mind is the word "boring". <----That should be the way and the life. I need to find that back so far. Thus the only solution i can find so far is to get back the life i used to have before the holidays, without school. So it is going out, going out, going out. I am going to start calling people to go out already. That reminds me, i still have yet to sell carnival tickets. So i shall sell them. Looking for people to sell carnival tickets with me. Maybe the driving force for me to get on msn is gone... so the urge to play maple comes back.
I was just starting to find someone hot. Then a relook at her photos totally changed my impression. Now i think she is more of sweet than hot. She is sweet, Shu Yin is hot. Its kind of different. They are both good looking. But they somehow look very different. Just that i think her photos are not well taken. Thats why some look freakishingly ugly while some are sweet. Shu Yin on the other hand is hot. But not very. Just okok, better than average. Also that someone school not so good. Thats the main thing preventing me from liking her. Feeling that someone is sweet or hot is different from liking her or not.
Last weekend Singtel had a promotion selling the Sony Ericsson P990i. Selling $198 with plan and contract. Usual price without contract(from what i see in other places) is $900+. So not surprising, he went to buy. Then can't go internet using the phone so he switched back to his old phone only for these few days when he is overseas. Meanwhile, while he is away, i have got the use of the phone and can use it to surf internet while i am out. Sad thing is somehow i can't find the box where i can log into blogger from there. So i can only surf friendster.