Saturday, October 20, 2007

Then, I went to take the blue paper that I was using and put it on the oily brown cabinet above my stove. Just looked at the shine caused by oil!

This is how it looked like after I took it off the cabinet. Not oily enough!!

So I decided on a more oily alternative. That disgusting thing above the stove which promises to suck up all the oil that splashes around when we cook. Its got dust on it and on the dust rests many many oil droplets. It didn't look oily enough still and I started rubbing the blue paper all over the white area.

And, this is the end result.

Conclusion: We can see that the oiliest and most disgusting and hard to wash places in my house can't make the blue paper more than 50% transparent. From this, I can hereby safely conclude that Justin Koh's face is more oily than my stove. Pity your face wash. It's got to be hardworking!

Second, Promotion Day

I started my day by meeting Andrew Chang and co at CCAB to play soccer. Tiring but fun. We got owned by the Sec 1s in the first game. But the second game somehow they still won us but only by 1 goal. They were actually quite easy to play against. No pace. Just run and they don't try to catch you. So ya, scored 2 if I remembered correctly. Pro Andrew scored 4 if i'm not mistaken. He stood one on one with keeper and blasted the ball.

After lunch I went to meet shawn and zhong at jurong point. Its been ages since the last time i went there. Hmm it was quite fun although we were basically just walking around without any aim, we chatted and laughed and did some window shopping. Shawn bought 2 new shirts while me and zhong didn't buy anything. After like 2 hours we all went home.

Third, Black Friday

School started off quite good. We did CCA points checking. I was quite happy because I totally skipped all my CCAs during second semester and yet got the same number of points as SOMEBODY who went for all trainings and even got into school team. Thanks to other factors. We watched Johnny English and I really want to watch it again! Its real funny. Like everyone was paying attention and watching it. After it was over Julian lent his movie "Taxi" and we all watched. But everyone was like didn't care. So the whole place was very noisy.

Then, came the heart-breaking part. We were supposed to go to the concert hall to listen to the principal's talk. Oh SHIT. I got into B-band. When I heard it I just totally started crying and cursing D&T. I am so going to appeal. Think about it. I came from 1A1, then 2A3, now 3B1?!! Its just too much for me to take. I can't take it. B for bengs. I just refuse to be looked upon as a stupid, dumb, idiotic bum from the B-band who can't study for nuts. So I just cried and cried in the concert hall. Actually A-band and B-band only subject difference is that A-band got choice of bio. But omg, I want bio!! The other difference is that if I go B-band everybody is going to think i'm stupid. When I am just 0.6% away from A-band. And if I go to B-band, I am certain I will slide terribly without hope. Oh, And there is a plan. IF I end up in B-band, I am going to be very anti-social and the most ego I can be TO PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW IN CLASS. So that they will all outcast be and there will be no distractions. I'll be like mug whole year round and try to make it to Sec 4 A-band. Of course don't worry I'll still love my current friends as much. No difference. Screw Art and D&T. If they didn't count those subjects in I would have easily gotten into A-band. Anytime. Principal says he will look at our PSLE score and use that as our factor. Mine would be high enough for Barker. The rest of Friday I just became very emo and depressed. I promised myself that I am going to appeal and I am so going to do it. By hook or by crook I am going into A-Band. Its where my life is. Or else all my life is going to be sucked out of me. I will write the letters myself if my parents aren't going to do it. I just can't bear to lose A-band. For many reasons. Read on.

Four, Sad Saturday

The real sad thing that really makes me totally cry would be not going to the same class as zhong next year. And we are going to get separated. When I thought about this I really want to cry. I talked to him on MSN just now and began to cry again. It's as though someone just died. So depressing you know. I'll really miss him a lot. Must squeeze him tight on Monday. Next week I am going to take like a 100 pictures with him. Hopefully he won't begin to look down on me next year. One thing I am most scared of is next year, the close friends around me start to avoid me because I am in B-band and am "stupid". That's the worse case scenario. I hope it wont happen. All my close friends, Zhong, Jordan, Julian, Ben Khoo, Melvin, Mikey, Marc are going to A-band. Its more of Julian and Zhong, cos i've been with them for 2 years already. The rest are people i talk to often. So next year I'll be some loner. Only Ezra is going to B-band. But he has hope for appeal as well. Soon I am just going to let it all out. Now, all I need is someone to talk to and open up to. Thats the best solution I can think of. To Zhong: Thanks for staying up so late, its about 1.45am already, just to comfort me. I know you're sleepy but you want to help. Love. I owe you one now.

For lunch we went to causeway point because mum had to deliver car to some house in woodlands. Dad was blaming Mum for taking me on holiday. Mum expected me to take sides with her but I remained silent. So she realised that and started to blame me. Said that ultimately its my choice. Dad didn't want to blame me or allow me to get blamed so he just kept blaming mum. So they continued quarrelling. And I began to feel like crying again. But didn't want to do it in front of them so I really controlled it. I had a haircut there too and now I am back to being Winston. The character you saw for the past term wasn't Winston. Its a mushroom Winston. Now I can see the real me back.

Then we went to Giant at IMM to get some groceries.

Dad bought 2 cartons of Just Juice. 12X1 litre tomato juice, and 12X1 litre Apple juice.

So many campbell!! He bought 12.

See so many apple juice.

This soap is the new one I got. The smell totally rocks! I love it. Even Ronald is crazy over it. So nice!

I am finally done with my super long blog post. I don't think I have ever done so long before. The total time taken for me to complete this post not counting distractions is about 1 hour. Need to think and type and add pictures and edit. For now, my emo life still continues. Crying easily whenever I think about my friends who are going to A-band. Especially zhong. And he is talking to me. I am so touched to tears. I don't know when i'll be happy, joyful and lively again. Maybe when I can accept the reality. Or when I have someone to really talk to I guess. I want to go kart away all my sadness. Im sure i'll go fast. Anyway I don't really care about my safety now.

See you till the next post. Bye.